“Thou madest us for Thyself, and our heart is restless,until it rest in Thee.” Tradition tells us that St Augustine once spoke those words regarding the futility of man’s search for happiness and satisfaction in anything other than God. The wise King Solomon also spoke to this in the book of Ecclesiastes. At the beginning of this book he records his pursuit of satisfaction through pleasure, money, possessions, power and a variety of other means. Afterward, he made this observation: “Then I considered all that my hands had done and the toil I had expended in doing it, and behold, all was vanity and a striving after wind, and there was nothing to be gained under the sun (Ecclesiastes 2:11).” At the end of the book, Solomon comes to the same conclusion as Augustine: “The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man (Ecclesiastes 12:13).”
Though mankind throughout all history has sought to fill the emptiness in their hearts with anything and everything they can imagine, only a life lived in the pursuit of God will actually bring satisfaction. Jesus summed this up in His sermon on the mount when he said, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied (Matthew 5:6).”In the very broadest sense, this means to desire or long for a right relationship with God. True satisfaction will only come when God is what we are longing for. If you pursue him, you will get him and he is enough.
This begins with pursuing and receiving the righteousness of Jesus that God gives us at salvation, but it does not end there. Pursuing righteousness also means that we are pursuing and living a holy lifestyle – a lifestyle that reflects Jesus. It also means to fulfill the expectations of Micah 6:8 to “do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God.” This kind of life is what Jesus promises to reward with satisfaction. It is this kind of life that the genuine believer will strive to live.
Since this goal is not one that can be perfectly achieved during our life on earth, it would serve us well to spend some time in evaluation. Is this the life we live? Is it even the life we want to live? How do I know whether or not I am pursuing God with my life? I believe there is great value in simply asking the hard questions of one’s self. A willingness to ask honest, evaluative, difficult questions of yourself reflects, in itself, a desire to pursue righteousness. To help in this evaluation, let me leave you with a few questions you might consider:
- Have I identified specific areas for spiritual growth in my own life? If I am truly pursuing Jesus, than I am not going to be satisfied with my current level of spirituality. I can never believe I have arrived. I must look at particular areas for growth and improvement.
- Are material things of low priority to me? I am not saying that we cannot have and enjoy material things. I’m not even suggesting we can’t ever have more than we need. However, I must always be aware that material things can take a stronger hold on me than I think they have. I have to regularly evaluate the priority that material possessions hold in my life.
- Do I desire to spend time in God’s Word? How regularly do I read the bible? How important is that time to me? I have to have a regular time set aside from the rest of life to spend time with God through the reading of His Word. Additionally, I should integrate scripture into my life in as many ways as possible as often as possible.
- Do I find genuine value and enjoyment in spiritual things? If I am pursuing God and His righteousness, than spiritual things will never be a bore or a drudgery to me. Church, Bible reading,worship, Christian music, spiritual conversations, etc will never be mere routine or ritual. These will be the defining points of my joy and happiness.
- Am I willing to sacrifice anything and everything to be more like Jesus? I know this one is tough, but am I ready to make the hard choices in my life? Will I give up a promotion, a relationship, a career in order to do the right thing?
These questions are just a beginning, but I would urge you to take a long, hard look at your life through the lens of these questions. The process may be tough and uncomfortable, but the end result is one of immeasurable blessing. This commitment to pursuing God and His righteousness through a process of commitment and evaluation is the proper response to the beautiful invitation that God offers in Isaiah 55:1-2. “”Everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat. Yes,come, buy wine and milk without money and without price…Listen carefully to Me, and eat [what is] good, and let your soul delight itself in abundance.”